Umm, yeah

So, boys, yeah, um the end. Why are they so gosh darn confusing? That's all that I really want to know. And why when you feel that you're completely over them do they find this irritating yet adorable way to make you feel that you're not as over them as you believed you were? And why do we as women spend so much time writing about them? Stupid us. Maybe we're the dumb ones. Ah, Keith Urban is a god. He's a good boy, unless of course he really is engaged to Nicole Kidman. If he is, stupid Keith. In other news, Jocelyn, Joanna, Jasmin and I may go see Broke back Mountain tomorrow. Look, I'm the only person whose name does not begin with a J in that mix. I'm such a loser. Damn. I'm excited to see the movie. It looks muy good. Um, yeah, school starts in less that a week. That's so giggity. And New Years, what the devil am I going to do? Jocelyn's of course, but what else? Everything is just so rough this year. Dang. I don't like it. I hope that my feelings now aren't reflecting how 2006 is going to be. If so that's ganga dumb. Hahaha. Ganga. That's a great word...being around my brother so much has really expanded my vocabulary. It's about time. I needed some new words. So I suppose that this entry is making nw sense. i've been feeling mighty sensless lately. That's no good. So my mom made me this beautiful blanket for Christmas that on one side are my favorite colors and on the other side are pictures of me from the first time she held me until now. I love it. I feel like I'm close to those that love me regardless all the time. It really is amazing. That had nothing to do with anything. Sorry about that. Well, I guess that's all for now. Next time perhaps I will make a little more sense.